Anyway, jus to share my story with you cos your story made me recall this...
I went to Taman Negara, to this Bat Ear Cave where there are lots of bats inside. So the cave is wet and slippery and the entire route is formed of these wet, slippery, irregular boulders/ rocks etc, and we had to hold on to ropes. I was still quite new with my gear and had never taken my gear to such places before. So before i went in, I stood outside pondering if I should actually bring my gear in and how would I be able to move around in there while lugging all these stuff. I knew I wanted to bring my gear in to take those photos and my concern wasn't so much abt protecting my expensive gear rather than how I would be able to actually lug my gear around in those conditions.
We had a guide with us and he saw me standing outside so he asked me to go into the cave. Then, I told him I'm thinking whether to bring my camera in or not. So the kind guide generously volunteered to help me carry my gear. With that, I agreed and in we went, guide with camera, me with just me. So during our journey through the cave, whenever I wanted to take photos, he would pass me the camera, and when i was done, I would pass it back to him. Yeahh, all this passing to and fro carried rather high risk and I paid extra special attention to it. Fortunately for me, my gear worth $2500 exited the cave in good working condition, with some bat **** and a small scratch.
But should I be unfortunate, I could easily have lost my gear. The conditions were not easy and if the camera dropped, it could be unretrievable, not even to mention repair - $2500 just gone into the abyss of a cave - maybe to become the bats' new toy. I knew full well of the risk involved when I trusted the guide to carry my gear. AND, I knew full well I wouldn't get a cent from him should he cause me to lose my camera. This is a poor person whose wages are probably just enough to cover he and his family's living expenses. He might not be able to pay for even the UV filter on my lens if he saved for his whole life.
But I still allowed him to carry my gear, because my judgement trusted him to be able to take BETTER care of my gear than myself. Here is someone who goes in and out of this cave every day and knows this place like the back of his hand, as opposed to myself who have only ever stepped into a cave a few times in my life and it's my first time entering this cave. True, I have myself to blame if my gear gets destroyed by me and maybe can only shut up and feel LL if he did it... but would it make any sense to do it just because I can blame myself and can't blame another? We need to break out of this blame mentality. It's not about who you can blame, just because being able to put the blame on someone, anyone, makes you feel a bit better?
Secondly, I took this risk because I know full well that I did not spend $2500 on a very expensive decorative piece. This was what I spent my money for, and what my camera was built to do - to take photos - difficult photos. This was my camera's destiny - since it ended up with me - to take great National Geographic photos (haha, I hope la)! And if it were to die from it's mission, then it has lived a good life and died a worthy death. And I, would just lose $2500 which I will earn back in time.
This is my mentality. So take your camera out into the brave new world. Sometimes, it might meet with some unfortunate accidents. Bring it to the hospital to get fixed, then bring it out to brave even stronger storms. This is life. Give some and take some. I know it's painful. Cry and get over the pain and move on. There are better and bigger things ahead.
As for the scratch on my lens (it's jus on the body la), I wasn't much troubled by it. I looked upon it as it's badge of glory for having braved the bat ear cave with me. And even if it was caused by the guide, I wouldn't blame him. I'm grateful to him for helping me make my camera's cave trip a reality and for all the photos I got in there.