final post here, i just think u have certain passions in photography (after seeing all your photography related thread here ^_^), I seldom see lady who is so persistent in photography.. that make me think that you have certain passions in life, that you have a good heart.. but it seems like the way you handle things isn't to bring you to a right path..you hear more cheers than boos..that's what keep you go on, but one day you will still feel empty no matter how many cheers..
of course we can always get thing solved by $, but buying more lens doesn't make u take better photo, buying a software doesn't make you 'know how to type chinese'.. it is like i pass you a P&S, you don't know how to take photo anymore, it is like i told u to type few chinese characters.. u said u need the software..
if one whole life can be so protected..always a top range of luxuries, experts in software, maids, unlimited $$$ in bank account, it seems like a blessing..but think other side it is like people around him/her thinks he/she will never be able to be given an opportunity and trust to explore the real world, to listen real words, to feel real sincerity..
since u were active, so i had read your how to take wedding photo, the mistake u made printing CD book, your veins (with lenses), polariser, where to get big fan..
i am guilty of judging you, but i will be more guilty if i don't voice my comments..since i think u have a good personality yet don't quite handle things in right way..