Maybe u have been aiming too high a standard that u cannot reach?
if the goals are unreachable it is very disheartening when u cannot produce the art.
have u asked yourself why u pick up photography in the first place? to me, photography is a nature thing bcos everywhere around us are actually photos uncaptured in CCD
looking at your past post about magnum opus etc... wondering if u are pushing yourself too hard? or looking at other's photos dishearten u?
actually hor, photography is for yourself ... it's a hobby. Just enjoy.
dun think too much. it seems that from your past posts, u are a deep thinker....life is very short, dun be too hard on yourself.
recently, i have a friend who just committed suicide. he died. he is around my age ( 30s ). I was very very very sad. For quite sometime I haven't been talking to him. Just heard that he was stressful in work in the last few months.... Then suddenly heard that he died. I was really very shocked. though i knew that life is unpredictable and anything can happen. I can even die of heart attack before i can click Submit Reply! I still find it hard to accept this is a fact ...
so... i am off topic too far. what i am saying is dun think too much.
enjoy and treasure what we've , every minute of our life, with our parents, frens, colleagues etc...