hi guys.. i'm reali feeling down now and i dunno wat to do..
2 months ago i broke up wif my gf.. its my fault..i'm having family problems and personal problems at tt time and i'm reali confused and i said the wrong word.. she told me not to break up but i did not reply her.. we continued to sms and tok on the phone throughout the june holidays but when july begins and school starts.. we stop speaking when we see each other... i told her i'm reali sorry and wanna patch back and she said she need time to think abt it... ok.. when she's busy wif her schoolwork.. maybe i irritated her by smsing too much coz i was eager to get an answer when she was trying to focus on her schoolwork.. then she scolded me irritating..we sat next to each other in class but we nv spoke fer 1 month already.. she told everyone it was impossible to continue coz i was getting irritating and even if we do patch.. things will be different.. but she nv told me that and i wanna sit down and thrash it out wif her.. she always says she is busy and says.. aiya dun tok to me abt it.. when i talked to her nowadays.. she nv looked into my eyes...
alot people tell me forget abt it.. find a new gf since there is so much problems.. she run away from the problem.. i run away too.. however.. its so difficult for me to forget as i see her everyday... she seems reali happy everyday.. unaffected at all... i reali love her alot and of coz i know she has the right to reject me coz i broke up first.. i reali dunno wat to do now.. maybe this is a punishment for me for not cherishing her..
i sms her and say lets be frens first... but she did not reply at all.. i'm reali sad... we used to be so close and tok to each other on the phone daily even when we are not a couple...
oh ya and both of us are each other's first love so we were a little inexperience at times.. guys tell me wat to do? is it reali the dead end and no way to save this situation? i gave her lots of gifts but she juz accept it without reply...
2 months ago i broke up wif my gf.. its my fault..i'm having family problems and personal problems at tt time and i'm reali confused and i said the wrong word.. she told me not to break up but i did not reply her.. we continued to sms and tok on the phone throughout the june holidays but when july begins and school starts.. we stop speaking when we see each other... i told her i'm reali sorry and wanna patch back and she said she need time to think abt it... ok.. when she's busy wif her schoolwork.. maybe i irritated her by smsing too much coz i was eager to get an answer when she was trying to focus on her schoolwork.. then she scolded me irritating..we sat next to each other in class but we nv spoke fer 1 month already.. she told everyone it was impossible to continue coz i was getting irritating and even if we do patch.. things will be different.. but she nv told me that and i wanna sit down and thrash it out wif her.. she always says she is busy and says.. aiya dun tok to me abt it.. when i talked to her nowadays.. she nv looked into my eyes...
alot people tell me forget abt it.. find a new gf since there is so much problems.. she run away from the problem.. i run away too.. however.. its so difficult for me to forget as i see her everyday... she seems reali happy everyday.. unaffected at all... i reali love her alot and of coz i know she has the right to reject me coz i broke up first.. i reali dunno wat to do now.. maybe this is a punishment for me for not cherishing her..
i sms her and say lets be frens first... but she did not reply at all.. i'm reali sad... we used to be so close and tok to each other on the phone daily even when we are not a couple...
oh ya and both of us are each other's first love so we were a little inexperience at times.. guys tell me wat to do? is it reali the dead end and no way to save this situation? i gave her lots of gifts but she juz accept it without reply...