Hi Everyone
This is Clang, writing from NYC. A friend of mine refers me to this interesting page. It seems that a majority of you really dislike my artwork. A few of you actually feel that Ive wasted your time. And one is not impressed with my attitude in the 8 Days interview. I do apologize for all that.
My main purpose for putting a show in Singapore is to try to have my own fellow mate understand who I am. There is no doubt Ive become a very successful photographer but that does not make me a lesser artist. I do not want to defend my work as I appreciate your critique.
I do feel a bit discourage by your response. It was my decision to show in Singapore despite many objections from my Singapore friends. They warned me that many Singaporeans are not ready for this form of contemporary photography. I knew then and now I know. And also, by doing this exhibition, I do not laugh all the way to the bank as one suggested. I have to finance a big portion of it as Singapore is still really new in the contemporary art scene. This is one area I hope we can push further. I thought I could contribute a bit to this development. But Im probably wrong.
My work is based on my mental visual diary and they sort of work as a filmstrip. When I look at a photograph, I do not critic its prettiness or if I can also shoot this. I dont try to challenge the artist motive. I try to feel where he or she is coming from. I do not judge images at a surface level. A seemingly simple image or an image that one quickly dissed as a waste of time may surface more voice and nuance if one choose to truly listen with his heart. Good work requires attention and sometimes, we miss out by not paying enough attention to subtleties.
The process of creating an art (not technique) is as important as the art itself. When I look at an image, I also see the artist himself. I can also imagine the moments when the image is being taken. These Self-portraits have also demonstrated the true friendship and trust I have with the sitter, Beon. He was a very awkward and extremely inferior guy. Through the process of creating this artwork for the last 4 years, Ive managed to slowly help him to gain that self-confidence. And I dont think we do this trying to impress anyone.
I cant change your chosen perception of me, especially Im no longer an underdog that live in a 3-room HDB flat but a new millionaire that everyone loves to hate. But I hope we can all learn to listen to every piece of art we encounter, especially one from your fellow Singaporean. Only then we can grow strong together internationally. At this moment, Singaporeans does not qualify for the art program in Moma PS1 in New York.
And for those who seems unimpressed with other work on my website, I apologize too. It is just my diary that Ive chosen to share. The people with their backs facing the camera are my parents & parents-in-laws. Not just various people. It is a continuation of my earlier series where their facial features are blurred and deleted. In these images, I was trying to convey how much I miss them, especially now that they are in their golden age. Im frightened I may not remember their faces in my mind one day. Do check up the earlier series at
www.bank-art.com/clang/clang/
And as for the NYC Ghost, the water represents a human on the street without their flesh and bones but only the 70% water we contain. This is a reflection of how I feel after 911. I live two blocks away during the tragic event and have witness the 2nd plane crash and the towers collapsing.
Finally
I think communications should be both sided. I feel that art is not a language that we can instantly use to communicate with one another. It requires patience and willingness, with open mind to see beyond.
I dont think I will be doing another show in Singapore in the near future. However, I will continue to support the Singapore art scene.
Thank you so much for hearing me out. I appreciate it.