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Thread: Turning schizophrenia..........

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    Quote Originally Posted by bengchiat View Post
    i don't think u r, but i m sure i m.

    i hate getting out of my room,
    i hyperventilate when i talk to people,
    i have no mood to do even the basic grooming,
    and my comfort zone with others is through internet.

    it all started after the lost of my eldest son.
    only reason why i pretend to be as normal as possible,
    is for my mother.
    don't want what happened to me to happen to her.

    BC

    BC,
    Very sorry to hear the loss of your eldest son. Except to say that there are still a lot of nice and genuine people who sympathised/shared your grief.

    I for one who took a long vacation(more than 2 years) again..... backpacking trips (wandering across Southern China on trains, buses ...even overstayed my visa for two to three days. The trip was abit of soul searching on my life. And I can say "At times, when you feel down....there will still be people worst off than you"

    Life hasn't been easy ....but I ain't going to aggravate it further. March or die!

    Here is a photo I took while in Chengdu's 杜甫草堂
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    Quote Originally Posted by Benign View Post
    BC,
    Very sorry to hear the loss of your eldest son. Except to say that there are still a lot of nice and genuine people who sympathised/shared your grief.

    I for one who took a long vacation(more than 2 years) again..... backpacking trips (wandering across Southern China on trains, buses ...even overstayed my visa for two to three days. The trip was abit of soul searching on my life. And I can say "At times, when you feel down....there will still be people worst off than you"

    Life hasn't been easy ....but I ain't going to aggravate it further. March or die!

    Here is a photo I took while in Chengdu's 杜甫草堂
    thanks, will bear that in mind when i start feeling sorry for myself again.

    funny u should have the pic from 杜甫草堂.
    never really enjoy his work when i was younger,
    as he is kind of somber compared to his peers.
    but lately, after rereading them,
    they seem to have a totally new meaning attached.

    thanks again for kind words,
    and also to all the friends giving me the support the last few months.

    BC

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    Quote Originally Posted by bengchiat View Post
    thanks, will bear that in mind when i start feeling sorry for myself again.

    funny u should have the pic from 杜甫草堂.
    never really enjoy his work when i was younger,
    as he is kind of somber compared to his peers.
    but lately, after rereading them,
    they seem to have a totally new meaning attached.

    thanks again for kind words,
    and also to all the friends giving me the support the last few months.

    BC



    In most of my darkest hours, I seek solace in books...
    Hand in hand with backpacking


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    Last edited by Benign; 16th November 2010 at 10:22 AM.

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