Don't be worry what you can't do, be happy what you are doing.
Any MONO fans here???
Somehow, before her death, my intuition told me to visit her and apologise for all the bullying during our childhood days.
So, I went to her house 10 days before she died and apologised for bullying her so much and I asked her to forgive me. I also hugged her and told her I love her.
When I learnt of her sudden death 10 days later, I was relieved that I made amends to her before her death.