Take yr time to explore, i'm off for my holidays.
Canon EOS 5D, 24-70 f/4 L IS, 50 f/1.2 L, 70-300 f/4-5.6 L IS, 600EX-RT. Sigma 12-24 f/4.5-5.6 EX.
Blaming equipment for lack of proper photo taking skills would be a true self-denial behaviour (or as you put it "just can't accept the fact") rather than not choosing to believe you can also achieve good results with non-professional grade stuff.
Ok. Enough mud-slinging guys