when i went Vancouver, i tried to feed the squirrels peanuts (im not kidding..) and i got told off. apparently it isnt a good thing to feed those wild animals. they'll habitually try to get treats from visitors and turn lazy, wont hunt food anymore.
back to topic. you aint bad.. you jus need to control your temper abit. at least you posted this thread, shows you got abit of liang xin bah