Thanks for all the suggestions. ... Some of you guys make me sound like a heartless father ... hahaha.. but I guess from my initial posting, if I'm an outsider, I'd think of that too.
Anyway, thanks for all your suggestions. I know now what I should do. There are many genres of photography, so doesn't mean I can't do something I love, doesn't mean I dont continue what I like best. When I first bought my camera, I said I'd shoot my kids, and I shoot continue. I think that's crucial. Then PP as many as possible, and post it up for critique. Will also think of BW, as then it's not really affected by the harsh sunlight.
Will also think of calling for a walkaround during office hours and see the response.
And no, I don't run a company .. But i'm in the project industry where i have some free time inbetween, but actually super busy during the start and end of the project.
Anyway, thanks for all the suggestions.